What’s your story?
Is it a violent one ? Am sorry!
It’s a story familiar to many a family.
No ordered sequence
Or consistent mode of occurrence
Has violence become our normal anomaly?
The tragic end of many friends and family?
I remember mine not with fondness
Memories of trauma from the madness
Our home a dysfunctional mess
The shame of all the ugliness
The insults stripped all the confidence
The blows would mean our opulence
If every strike fell with monetary prevalence
Oh, the terror that came with our existence
Death felt like the ultimate intent
So real at times it felt imminent
If not by him then a self inflict
Death felt like the only respite
Spooked by the boozed up dark angel’s visits
Intermittent peace familiar to a war zone but
The vigilant wailers we made prefect
The art of not provoking a fight
Agile our light feet ready to take flight
A silent tune that we danced to most nights
Unlike the reggae wailers the feeling
We got was not an irie feeling
But an eerie feeling
Of constant fright
We had to take flight
For our safety
For Sanity
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©️ C Akui 2020
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